Day two is now done

Well that's day two of the back to work scheme out of the way. It was slightly better today although lunchtime is still really strange not getting a phone call.

Lots of amazing people around me at the moment that are just making life so much more bearable and showing me that I can start to live again.

Life Goes On

I felt this before now I feel it again
No matter how hard I try this feeling won't end
So I pretend you're here by my side tonight, on this lonelyride
I keep telling myself that..

Life goes on while you're miles away
And I need you.
Time rolls on as nights steals the day
There's nothing I can do.

You healed up my wounds
I tasted your tears
you spilled out your heart
So I let out my fears
But one fear I kept to myself
How I prayed that you love no one else
Like you said you love me.

Life goes on while you're miles away
And I need you.
Time rolls on as nights steals the day
There's nothing I can do.

If you only knew how much I miss you.

When my mind plays its tricks on me
It shows me things I don't wanna see
So I tell myself and..
I keep telling myself self now
Just take another piece of me?

Life goes on while you're miles away
And I need you.
Time rolls on as nights steals the day
There's nothing I can do.

Love goes on you're still miles away
And I need you
And this last mile I travel with you.

- Life Goes On (Poison)

First day back

Well today was my first day back at work.
Certainly had some up and down moments. The journey in was horrible and I was fighting back the tears all the way. I always used to text Sharon from the bus stop every day I worked without fail and then waited for her to text back or give me a quick call just before she left for work :o(
Lunch time was completely weird too. Sharon always used to give me a quick call without fail and instead I just wandered around aimlessly trying to fill in my time.
I am sure it will all get better and it was nice to be back among my work colleagues again.