Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts

Monday, September 19, 2011

Happy Birthday To Me!! Part 2..-Real's Birthday!!

Well..This is happen on the real birthday!!!
Nothing too much to share..because all my familiar friend have forgotten my birthday!!
Some of them busy and bla..bla..bla..bla...all kind of excuse ..
I don't know!!
When people get older..Friend are getting less and less.... I just hope that they still remember me when I reach 30..
But who care..This nature..When we leave our past aways it seem like you are letting your friend away~~
I meas like when we know more new friend...we always forget about our old friends...
Is true!!
is 150% true!!
I try to keep on them..But maybe because I'm a bad temper human being..that is one of the reason why people don't like be with me!!
Another Main reason is because I'm ugly!!
I'm really ugly!! Until no one wanted to recognize me as friend..
So..nevermind!!
On my real birthday..These are the people who wish me birthday!!
Just a birthday with no meaning..get it??



















Anything..as well..... Thank guyz..
From,
ChanSY - Birthday Girl -

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Ok..Is My birthday!!
Although is not happen that the ways I think..But is so surprise for me!!
Is actually a group of friend and junior celebrate with me!!
At first is kinda surprise..I almost cry..is really touch!!
Touch inside my heart!!
Thank to All of you!!
Is not as whatz I think..But this is the first time that kinda  a lot of people celebrate with me!!
I have no idea whatz am I talking!!
But I do really happy with it!!
I kinda lazy to upload few times... So..here is my Facebook link!!
Just link on it
Happy Birthday To Me!!

Surely happy!!
Again..Thank to all the BOSLibs' 2010/2011 , Kak Ummul, Mr. Tan, Du Sin, iLi, and all my friend..!!

From,
ChanSY - Birthday Girl-

Monday, June 13, 2011

Surprise After School Holiday!!

After 2 week holiday make me feel so lazy to go to school!!Feel so unhappy and lazy!!Keep on asking myself and god,why la holiday passed so fast!!=..=!!

Oya.. I have receive a biggest surprise today!! Is a really BIG surprise!!Whatz a big surprise for me after 2 week school holiday!!I have not totally prepared for this coming!! Ya..Maybe I have but just not totally prepared!!..Although I have been inform few days ago..But I feel so un-real until I face it today!!

I was so surprise when they say that school are no provide us the MUET result slip!! But later on Mr.Tan came in my class and asked us to take our MUET result!!
YES..The big surprise that I wanted to say is MUET Result!!!
Is out today!!!
Whatz a big news!!
Me like no comment!! All my class student was crazy til death to asked me and my friend to open it and see the result!! I was so worried with my result..!!
But lastly I get a score that I never imagine before!!
Thx God and my daughter!!
Even though I was happy with my result..But still have a bit of sad??!! Because if I just can get few mark..Just few mark..I can score a different band in MUET!!
So my PA teacher was asking me..Will I re-take MUET Test??!!
I was blur!! I wanted to re-take but I don't want to experience that feel any more!!
So whatz should I do??!!
Any advice for me???
I think I better to see counselor to ask for few advice!!
That is for now!!
From,
ChanSY-Real Life Diary-

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Exams..

Hooray!!The Pressure week for me is already END!!
Quick..quick...Put a FULL STOP THERE.
Hehex...

Nowaday, having exam just feel like want our lifes!!
We must study..study..study..
End with a bad result!!~~
=..=
The picture above look like me when I having Chem, Bio, and Math Exam!!
..><..

I was trying my very best for my Math Exam and Chem Exam..
But lastly end up with moody answer..

Well...All is end for me...Hehex..I should go for celebrate ~~!!
Hehex..Good Luck for those who are taking exam tomorrow!!
Wish you Luck~~

From,
ChanSY - Real Life Diary-

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Extra Info - Lower Sixth Form ( PFS )

This is nothing new..Just wanted to share some experience / tips that I have when I entered Form Six last year...I said before in my last year October [ If I not mistaken..] post..that I will share my experience and what I felt that time when I entered Form Six!!
I know is quite late if I share now but doesn't matter...Because in my school..all the lower sixth form will have their Orientation week which means they will understand the life of form six next week..So..If I share now also might can be help them to understand the situation and Just wanted to say that I understand the feel!!
Ok...
All my juniors from my previous school sure will transfer to Penang Free Scool if they entered Form Six..
Again as a reminder, bring a little fan because the weather is hot and we don't know when is the school " Earth Hour"..It can be any time and any days..So for you own good just bring a mini fan.
This year lower sixth form student are so lucky because all the registration process is done in Bilik Kuliah..There got air-con!!Is more better then Dewan..But the whole week of Orientation..all the junior will be hang out at Dewan..
Toilet..This is the most important thing that I haven't told my juniors...But for those already know the toilet then GOOD for you..But for those still doesn't know then better check out tomorrow..
For girl... There are three toilet in this school...One is around near the corner of the canteen or may I said is beside the Band room..Is just beside the band room..Next will be third floor of the canteen block..I don't know isn't still open or not..For that you need to check by our own next next week..The week that you entered the class..Canteen block means the block above the canteen.Last toilet will be at the sixth form block!! Is at second floor of the block..Most common toilet..
For guyz...There are two toilet for guyz..One is near the canteen..That is for junior toilet... Another one is near the sixth form block..That is for Senior toilet..But these doesn't bring any diffierent..Just use the toilet if you really need..
Don't worry too much because the week of Orientation doesn't bring any harm for you..Just wanted to introduce you the PENANG FREE SCHOOL!! They will bring you to walk around the school.. I have to admit that I almost lost in Penang Free School although I been there for one month!! And the most horror thing is for me all the place seem to look alike...But after few more month at there..You will be pro ..
Subject / class to choose...This..It's really worried me at the first..because all my friend choose different courses..End up I'm the only human being among my friend to choose Bio-Chem..
Not worry too much..Soon you will know more friend...
Text book..there will not have text book for form six..All using reference book...Actually if you are budget RM 100 for reference book..Yes is enough for this year only...but not for this 2 year..
Just incase just prepared around RM 250~300...The week after Orientation week..You will entered the class so listen to whatz teacher asked to do..
I think next week you guyz will join for the assembly..Don't worry about that..Prefect perfect will be there to guide you all..And also for wednesday assembly..
Yes..This school have two time assembly which is monday and wednesday!!On wednesday..you have to wear badan uniform...But since this is first week..it's ok if you don't wear..I think so la...
Student's Car Park side...Is around the corner..Is on Jalan Penang Free... Beside the McD...Don't late to school for those who are driving to school because the pak cik there will close the gate at sharp 8 something..
That is for now and today....If you have any question can ask me...That is for me, last year ,what should I know..The rest is normal as usual!!
That is for today..
From,
ChanSY..-Real Life Diary-

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

One Year Later...

Oh my..my..my...Already a year I been here..I means In Penang Free School!!
Feel so unbelievable...I said before that I won't continue my upper six life but yet I manage to continue...Feel So un-me~~ Times really moves fast...Just a few day of sleep, eat, Super Junior here and there, play/ fooling around and shit,and " DaTa" Now we are in May Now!!
Look back..Ok..No one is behind me...I means refresh back last year until now...Feel so happy that I really study in Penang Free School.. I means that I entered From Six..Feel like no one entered six and I entered it!!Ok Maybe I too perasan about it..But let it..Who care~~Is my mind...
Well..Nothing more this post..Just want to share that I already one year old in Penang Free School!!
This should post yesterday..but I too tired post...Sorry..Lazyness sure can't cure!!!
That is for now!!!
For those can't post comment in this blog..plz refresh this page or start a new tab  for it!!It might be the blogspot system problem or might be your computer wrong~~
Just refresh!!
Bye..
From,
ChanSY..-Real Life Diary-

Monday, May 9, 2011

Welcome...

Hi..Hi..Hi...
Hi to all the Penang Free School- lower sixth form student!!! Congratz for those who choose form six!!You make a good decision~~ v =..= v [ No comment]
Hehex...
Wow..I already a senior to all the junior~~-Happy-..Hehex..
Yayayaya..I know...I have been a senior for 11 year..But this time is different..Why??
Because I belong to the oldest senior group to all the form!!~~
Yes..I have to admit that I have already old..Now..I have just to wait for my life to end!!~[Oiii~~Whatz am I talking about??]
I can't believe this that this year lower sixth form student are SO LUCKY!! Whatz they just do for this one whole week is just register yourself at bilik kuliah and back to your house after registration!!!
They come at 9 am and back at 9.30 am~~Whatz a such a lucky person in the world!!No like me,last year...Stay until 2p,m..
Whatz can I say..They come in that the right time..We having mid-term exam..Lucky you guyz..Do enjoy this one whole week!!Next week will be your Orientation week..
Need to walk..walk..walk..Listen...listen..listen..and participate..participate..No more than that!!
Oya..This is just a small reminder for those lower sixth form student who entered Penang Free School..Do remember bring a little fans..Because there will have a one to two hour of Earth Hour on any day...
It will be sooooo hot..in the hot weather..
Well...So let me see..I will not involve in Orientation week..Sorry..I'm not the AJK for Sixth Form Society..Sorry junior, I can't help too much!!~~
Ok, That is for today!!
Nothing to share...Just a warm hug and welcome from me...
Oya...I just wanted to thank for the one who help me a lot when I having few problem in past few days...
I feel better now...
Good night!!
From,
ChanSY-Real Life Diary-

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Hehex..

Feel free today..Although there are too much of thing is inside my mind...Wow..Tomorrow is my Chem exam..I haven't study yet..Feel lazy again..[ Sorry..]
Before I go ahead and study..I just open my facebook account...Just check some comment and update news about my friend and my hubby~~[Leeteuk..^^]
Oh..My..My...
"Super Junior’s Leeteuk gets hospitalized for exhaustion"..This is whatz I saw in my facebook update news...
I must inform my daughter...
My beloved daughter, You must took care your father..His too tired and exhaustion...I'll be back in this few day..So be good girl and take care your father..[Hehex..]
Ok..After I checked my facebook...I was hang around in the world of blog..I checked up with my friend's blog..She also have problem..Sad when I read her blog..[Skip, I have enough with my sad story..]
Checked again with my another friend's blog..I hate to checked her blog..why?? Because all is about song lyrics...=..=[ No comment]
Oya...One more good news!!
My teacher, form teacher, She have delivered a cute baby boy yesterday!!I so happy..Congratz..But too bad is start from tomorrow I won't see her again until August...
This make me worry...
Ok..That is for now..Hey..Know whatz??Today I will continue post about some interesting video to replace Leeteuk post that I promise to post it..
Sorry about that..Because I think this is not the right time to post about Leeteuk focus video!!~~
That is for now..
From,
ChanSY - Real Life Diary-

Friday, May 6, 2011

Back to My Old's Life~~

After this happen in my class..I think I'm a troublemaker!! I should shut my big mouth and stay a side to prevent troublem happen...
I will change back to my earlier lifestyle, the lifestyle that I start to suffer my life- Lower six's life-!!
Althought it doesn't feel that good ..Because it will feel so lonely but who care?? I prefer live alone that live with a bunch of two side face of friend!!
Nowaday, is difficult to have a good friend....Although I wanted to try my best be a good friend to them but actually is difficult...Why?? Because they doesn't notice about that~~No matter I try so hard..lastly end up with a broken heart..Then..whatz for we need friend?? If we always will end up with heart broken and fail in friendship...Whatz for we need friendship?? I still remember whatz I wrote in my MUET essay..
" Human being can't live alone because human can't stand the feel of lonely."
That is why human always need friend, although the friend isn't the real friend.
I hate this" friend" topic/term...
Why?? Why I always will have a friend problem?? Isn't My wrong??
I think YES~~
Or not how I'm gonna explained about the friendship that made me sad for weeks?? Or the friendship that made me feel sad and cry for days??
Why?? Although I think is my problem but Why I still can feel that isn't me the wrong all the times??!!!
I can be tolerate them, but why they can't tolerate me??
Why I must be the person to give move and tolerate instead of they also can do the same thing??
I must be crazy by thinking too much~~
About leadership...I don't know that, Am I a good leader??
I try the best and give the best for my member even though I not the leader...
I try to give cooperation but doesn't work...Maybe some of them said that I not good in leadership..maybe some of them say that I too coward to be a leader..Some of them also say I'm a good leader....
In real world..Am I ??Am I a good leader?? I don't know!!
Everytimes I watch Super Junior, especially Leeteuk..He try so hard and give the best for his member..His member always nice and so friendly to him..Super Junior is a big group which has  15 member in there..Each of the member come from different places..They manage to debut 5 years....with 4 albums...which not included the OST, Super Junior-H, Super Junior-M, Super Junior-T and KRY. Leeteuk manage to handle such a big cooperation between among them...They like brother to Leeteuk..and so as Leeteuk to them..Although they like to play with Leeteuk or Leeteuk like to mad or joke with them..They doesn't feel irritating to Leeteuk..
Compared to my class...My class only have 8 people..I as a assitant monitor doesn't exist in their eyes..I only exist when they need help..Doesn't matter how I work hard..I can't be like Leeteuk!!
That make me feel tired...I don't want to care any more...
I just want to concentrate on my study..
*sigh*I going back to my earlier life which is shut my big mouth and  stay a side be like a robot..Move when people ask to!!Stay still when people doesn't ask to!!
That is for today..
From,
ChanSY -Real Life Diary-

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Bad Mood

Not in the mood today...Sorry..I said before in my chat box that I'll post about Leeteuk..But I'm really sorry!!These few day I not in the mood of posting!!~
I having few complex problem happen in my class..I don't know whatz I should do..I feel guity for all...I hope that Someone can kill me right now!!
I think that I really crazy!!!I don't know why I can talk nonsense in front of my friend and I just can't believe that my friend will inform the team leader about whatz I told her yesterday!! I feel guity so much!!I should  not told her nonsense thing yesterday!!I should not talk when I in crazy mode!!!
Now..I already broke down the peace in my class..I don't know whatz should I do now!!
I hope that someone can help me!!
In stress!!~~
I think I need more counseling session with my counselor..!!
That is for today!!
Again..Sorry~~I'll post about Leeteuk as fast as I can after I settle down my class problem..
From,
ChanSY - Real Life Diary-

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Unknown feeling..

Erm..Actually I should feel happy today but somehow I not!!
The reason why I not happy, Me, myself also not sure about it!!
This is what happen to me today...
As usual, today have a long long long long assembly... I also not sure whatz have the teacher said and announce..The thing that I keep in my  mind is my friend joke and the principal long speech!!
Eeeeii...I really DON'T UNDERSTAND whatz is in the principal's brain..Whatz was he thinking about the one whole week...If he is so free ..can he do anything to make the school more nice??!! Whatz he really know is just giving his long long speech!!I really can't stand this anymore...
I quite worry when he said that there few student is critisize the school...I was so scare, isn't me that he talking about??!!But re-think again..Hey..In this schooll there are one thousand of student..can't be me the only one who critisize the school!! But in logical thinking..when there are student start to critisize the school..isn't means that the school system has problem??Should the school do some improvement so that no more student will critisize the school??
But in my school is totally different..when there are student critisize the school..the school doesn't make any move to improve the system..but they do make move to suspension the student!!Why?? I also don't know!!
This is not the student wrong, they are just telling the fact..the fact that they don't like about the school system..In logical calculation..we as a student spend more than 9~ 10 hour in school...We talk to teacher more than we talk to our parent..So the school should provide a comfortable environment to us..And not torture us!! Nowadays world have change...we as a student do not have any student right!!
The situation getting more worse when the principal said that he will see each of the student who score badly for the formative test!!Whatz...As I said the principal is too free...Whatz he going to ask the student??Ask the student to leave from the school?? If yes..then whatz kind of principal he is??!!Asking his own school student to leave because of the student bad performent in formative test??!!
I heard that he ( principal ) will ask the student the reason..And I might be the next target..So I have already prepared for all type of question that he might ask me~~
This school really is a burden to me..As I see the others school who also have Form 6 doesn't feel like have any pressure on their sixth form student...But in this school ..you can see through all the sixth form student's face..all hanging " Pressure" on their face!!* Haix..*
Stop the topic..
Continue to Dissection..
Today I learn to dissect a rat..take out the large intestine, small intestine, heart, liver,stomach and lung..
It so excited to dissect..but it's so smelly...I can't breath!!I almost die because of lack of oxygen!!
Well..there will be another dissection for the rat next week..!!
Imagine that a rat..so smelly..How about human being??!!It will be more worse!!Erm.. As a future forensic..think twice!!
However..they said that if the dead body is fresh..there will be not that smelly..same to human also...so don't worry too much!!
Ok..continue to WUSHU..
Learn some basic...It's quite fun..I hope that all the practice will be easy like this!!
Ooo...First week of the mid-term school holiday ..having Wushu extra class..Is total up 5 day..Same to math...One of the week from mid-term school holiday...Yes..is also 5 day!!
Another one is BnK activities~~~
Look like I have to plan everything again!!!Hope that no more extra class for the 2 week mid-term school holiday!!
Lastly but not least, After wushu class..I was waiting for the bus..I so happy because the dissect and the wushu class..but suddenly I feel like angry..Why? Beacuse I saw the Adrian Pig..!!He is wearing a yello shirt ..and sat in a car..!!~~Eii~~Anak Manja yang tak guna..! Every time I saw this pig..It really make me pissed off!!~~
Lastly...I having my bio assignment and Chemistry colloquium meeting tomorrow..This two meeting is begin at the same time but end with different time..2 human being will in charge Chemistry and another 2 human being will in charge in Bio assignment!!!
=..=...I do really hate my life...Arrrgghhh...
Hope that I can move to Korea as fast as I can...Hope that the plan I have planned can move faster!!!
Tired because of this....
Ok..That is for now~~~
Feel tired to read, isn't??I feel tired for typing~~!!
hehex..
From,
ChanSY - Real Life Diary -

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Cute guyz~~

Still remember the cute guyz that I mentioned before?? Well..These few days my school have held a school sport event which also known as " Sukan Tara"...
I'm P.Ramlee house's member.. There are only 4 girl in this house..Is more sad when there are only 2 girl which included me and a malay girl to represented P.Ramlee for all the sport activities!!
Ok..before back to the topic..let's me this old lady talk about the sport event!!Actually there 2 day of sport event..which is 13 April (yesterday) and 14 April ( today )...Yesterday I have failed to achieve myself for 400 m..Luckily I manage to gain 2 mark for my house for 100 m..
Quite sad because I targeted that I will manage to get 1 mark for my house but lastly 1 mark also didn't get~~==..
Okies..back to the topic...
Continue with this cute guyz..This cute guyz named [ erm..better don't mention his name] let's us called him Mr. K..
He is the one that I mentioned before when I return from my trip!!
The one that stand beside me when everyone is going back home..He and his mother and brother stay back waiting for me??..to go back home~~So sweet~~
Ok..He is the captain for one of the house...His brother also a member of that house..This two cute guy keep on walking here and there to attract my eyes..^^...Ok..I too over but I do like it~~
Oppz...Sorry Leeteuk...But I really can't take out my eye on them...Especially the Captain~~
Arrrggghhhh....Damn cute and handsome...
First, I don't know that he is the Captain for that house.. That day ( yesterday ) while resting at the RC corner..I saw him..I having a eye contact with him~~~hehex..Ok..too over again..Sorry Leeteuk...
But he do saw me..And I do saw him..hehex...everything feel so sweet~~Is this called LOVE?? Arr.....But I Love Leeteuk mOre..[ I think so~~]
Ok..I know..One is my hubby in dream land..One is my cute guy in reality world!!But..both of them don't know that I like them...><...-sad-!!
I think I really like this cute guyz..[ I think so]..Why?? Today..I saw him ran 100 m ..He so handsome when he ran...and He is the first person who reached the end point!!Yay...Well...He is the captain..for sure he get the first la...
Too bad that he doesn't wear spectacles~~If not..he really is my type of tea~~~^^..
Yes..If you asked me that the reason why I like Leeteuk because of the spectacles??!!Well but if he is wearing spectacles but not humorous as he usual are and not the type as he usual are..I might no like him..So the reason why I like Leeteuk because he is Leeteuk!! No one can replace him in my heart..For sure except  my future husband!! That also if I have my future husband!!Get it?? If I have a future husband!!! Or not Leeteuk will be my hubby forever~~!![ Actually I think no one can be like Leeteuk!!I means that no one can be that attractive...make me can't take out my eye and my mind on him!!]
I do like wearing spectacles guyz..
Ok..back again to the topic..Today I not only saw the Captain..I also his brother...That time is when I wanted to go back to the field..On the way i saw him..He look so blur..blur..I think he is looking for his mother...because before I went to the toilet I saw his mother...[ Logical thinking..]
Then he was looking at me..and I was looking at him...He look like wanted to ask me something but don't want..e[ erm...feel shy with me?? maybe..]
But..I can't stay too long so after I look at him around 15 second...then I went to the field by looking back few time..
Again saw the Captain after  the captain finished the run of 100 m... sport activity..he make an eye contact with me AGAIN..I think he know that I'm a pervert!!!and put my name in his black list!!I think that is the reason why he keep on looking me and his eye like sending a warning to me said.." Keep away from me!!"
But who care~~I just admire him...And he should be proud about that..because I not that kind easy to admire people..even Leeteuk also took around 2 month to attract my eyes..
But the captain just took few day to attract my eye!!Hehex..
Ok for today...feel like I'm really a pervert la~~!!
*sigh*
Ok..See you guyz in coming post..Good night!!
From,
ChanSY..- Pervert's Diary-[ joke??]

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Famous in One second!!

OMO..How to be famous in One second??
Learn from me...
I success to be famous in one second...!!Should I feel happy about it??
NO!!!!!!!
I just feel so embarrassing...
Okies..this mean that famous is not something good and is not something to be proud!!!
Erm..maybe some people feel so comfortable and proud to be famous but not for me!!!
Well...actually it's all depend on how you become famous...
For me??..Yesterday I success to be famous in one second because of one video!!
I really don't like to watch it..
I not famous because of my successful...Is because of my foolish act!!!
I really hate myself...
Erm....Maybe everyone feel so funny about my foolish act but for me, I feel so stupid because of my act!!
* Haix* not in the mood~~~
==....,,,

From,
ChanSY - Real Life Diary-

Friday, March 25, 2011

Just Can't Believe It!!!

Just can't believe!!Now is already March and nearly to April...My MUET test for Speaking is around here!!And yet I haven't prepare...
Nowadays I getting worry about my STPM..Don't because of the days is getting closer...Is because that I don't have a full confident about this exam!!I wonder how the senior can manage about the stress, works and the studies in form six.
Talk about the result..SPM result is already out!!! I can't believe this...WHATZ...Best in the past 4 years???==...I heard that Last Year SPM question was easy..That is the reason why they can score straight As in SPM..[No Comment from me..]
But still I want to congrat to my friend which score As in their SPM...Now is the times to begin your journey!!Hwaiting !!
Talk about friend..Nowaday I found out that my friend is so annoying!! Isn't the term of "annoying" is a basic need for human being??Am I getting to annoying too??
Friend??I really don't understand the word of " friend"??!!
What is the uses of friend??To Show off??Act as Money borrower?? Be Arrogant??Crack oneself up??Self-satisfied?? Selfish??
I getting hate this world and the human being in this world especially the human being who is categorize as the above kind...
This few day I keep on receive a lot of the comment?? Especially for my coloqium group!!
Let me Re-Explain AGAIN that my coloqium group is not criticize for those that from another courses!!!
The topic that been choosen is not from us..Is from teacher..I know that is quite difficult to understand about the topic that we choose..Because me myself also don't really understand about the topic!! The question that we taken is from wikipedia!!Pluz by..The topic we choose is a basic knowledge that we should know..Is related with our health!!Of course not all know about this..That is main reason why we are doing research!!If everyone know about the topic is..then there will be no one having cancer!!Am I right??If you think that this is related with science then you are wrong..Because health is yours..So DON'T BLAME ON US BECAUSE OF "DON'T KNOW"!!We want the answer that DON'T KNOW!!
Don't tell me that you are from physics class or art class...The question so hard.....Because THIS is the main  reason why we doing the research!!We don't want all the answer correct..If we want the answer all correct then what for we doing the research??
I'm sorry if I have hurt your feeling but I talking the true here!!Pluz by when you all giving that blame on me..My heart is quite pain..because you all promise that you all will answer my coloqium question when my group have done the question!!But ....the result come out is only left the blame....And no one want to listen to my explaination!!!
Continue with my anger??!! Haven't you guyz seen before when I in the angry mood?? When my sound is loud doesn't mean that I'm angry!!My sound is loud because of nature..That is my sound volume!!When I'm in the mood of angry...you will know because you will know!!So plz....I hate misunderstand!!
Super Show 3 in Malaysia...
I failed to participated in that concert!!I wanted to join but can't because there have no choice for me to choose..
I watched all the news, video and pictures that have been post in news paper, magazine and online news...
Quite nice but the video is hard to watch and listen...
I will post more about this on the next post...
That is for today..
Again sorry for those that I had hurt...!!!Especially to the physics class...
From,
ChanSY~Real Life Diary~

Friday, March 18, 2011

WuuHoo!!!....

WELCOME BACK TO CHANSY'S WORLD!!
Hehex..
Finally I back!!!Feel so great!!
From Penang to Gua Tempurung.From Gua Tempurung to Bukit Tinggi. From Bukit Tinggi to Genting. From Genting to Kuala Lumpur. From Kuala Lumpur to Penang.
Long journey...
The great part for this trip is..
* Make Up ..
* Purple Guy!!
* Handsome Boy..
* Cute Guy!!!
* Sorry Sorry
Hehex..
Quite a long story so I not going to tell the story of this journey!!
But I will spread about the great part for this trip!!
#Make Up -
I had my first time make up in Genting...
Not a full make up..Just a small part of make up!!
Wow..I looks so DIFFERENT!!Even me myself also can't recognize!!
Huu..Make up really something very special..Do you agree??
Continue with,
#Purple Guy..-
This is a really cute guy..I saw him at cyclone..He look like someone that I used to like. Hehex...Love..~~
Spring!!
He is weraing purple colur shirt..So I known him as "PURPLE GUY"..
#Handsome Guy....-
Is he Pn.Mani's son??
I don't know about that!!No One can't comfirm about that!!
Wow...This is first time I saw such a cute guy...Hehex...
Wanted to talk about this story but I'm too shy??to talk??!! Hehex...
Just skip it!!
Hehex..Another story is ...The last day of the trip..When we reach the school...Because my mum haven't reach the school..So Pn. Mani waited until my mum come..While waiting..He stand beside me for a while..Arrrrggghhh...Sweet~~
#Cute Guy..-
Arrrghhh....
I saw this guy at KFC...He is one of the worker there...His name is Azizul..What a cute guy..He spoke so nicely and gentle..Hehex...So cute...
He smiled at me...OMO...!!~~^^..
Hehex...
Well...This trip really amazing!!Cuci Mata...Wakakaka....
Hehehex...
# Sorry Sorry..-
I saw a few guy dancing around 1/2 min of sorry sorry from Super Junior's Songz...
Well...No comment!!
That for Now..!!
From,
ChanSy~ REal Life Diary~

Monday, March 14, 2011

UnHappy- Last Week!!

Last week is a week before the holiday start!!
I been treated unfairly~~
It's very unfair and it's make me unhappy about it!!
First is My Bio team leader is quite pilih kasih!!Every time he has any idea..he will dicuss with the member that he likes!!Later on when I asked that why he didn't mension to me..He will answered me back that He has already dicuss with me!!==..Damn hate about this!!He didn't dicuss with me but when there has a problem , he sure will said that he got dicuss with me~~Jerk la~~!!Not only this...everytime got work must be done, he sure will asked me to do first...When that day I really don't feel like I want to do or I was busy..He sure said that I'm Lazy...keep on delay on working!!==..I really want to shout at him la!!What?? Every time I have done my work and the others didn't do anything..He will not say anything about them..But if I didn't do anything..HE will be the first person to say that I'm Lazy??!!What is this??
I kinda hate him when he say that every one has pressure and stress don't only me that have stress!!
I know about that, but this year is the first year that I having stress!! I don't know how to handle about that!!
Annoying la~~
Continue with my classmate~~
Everytime I have done my work..them came and asked to borrow..Ok, for a while I thought about NOT borrowing..But since they are my classmate so I decide to borrow them!!
But when I failed to finish up my work..I asked to borrow..They terus buat muka masam and said that answer can't be the same!!
I wanted to asked them..when they are copying my answer, do they think about that??==..Really teruk la!!
It's more worse when every time teacher dicuss with us..and they just copying down the correct answer instead of do it by own..And when teacher want to add mark for it..They get the full mark..And I?? Just get the correct mark for what I have done by my own!!
When I told the teacher about this..they just said in loud that they do it by their own!!==..Damn unfair!!
But because they are my classmate..So I tolerate about that!!
Later is BnK club~~
This club really is a last minute club!!
I think they better change the name la...Don't called as BnK..Just called as LMC-Last Minute Club!!
Everytime they have any changes...I'm the only one is the last person to know about it!!And every suggestion that I made will be send back!!
Why la??
I'm the secretary...But I don't have the secretary authority!!
Well..What can I do?? All the members is from their class..Majority always wins!!And I hate that statement!!
Everything their has dicuss and I just have the right to said YES and no right to say NO!!More kesian is NO One will asked for my opinion include the president!! [ I think only iLi will asked my opinion!!That what I called is friend!!]
This is reality!!UNFAIR~~
Zoom to One Malaysia..
Don't said student or children that don't respect about One Malaysia and racism....Even teacher also is racism!!
First is Wushu!!
ChanSY asked: How to spread chinese tranditional to student??
ChanSY answered : Though all races..
But this is different!!
I know this is just a game but our school is made up of ONE MALAYSIA's student!!
Why only chinese student involve?? Is unfair to others~~
Well..I don't care about this anymore because I'm NOT the committee..I can't say anything!!
Continue is 7 min stage play..
The teacher say want to have one malaysia student to involve..But what can I grab from this morning is that this teacher just say only..Doesn't really want to have ONE MALAYSIA stage play!!
Say what?? 4~5 player!! Then why she asked the others to find one malaysia's student to join??
Is really unfair...Sorry to say that..I think I better than them..
This is acting skill...I have the best acting skill compared to them!!After I saw what their planned for they dialogue..This is what can I say about it..Lack of creative!!
All the idea came from teacher...They just modify a bit!!
What teacher want is nature...But what they give is a acting..I can feel it...
All my friend say I good in acting..
Sorry guyz..In this school..my talent can't been seen by teacher!!
Too bad no ones know about this!!
I will prove to them especially the teacher...I'm will be good script writer..Actor maybe not..But If do also..I will make sure that every one of you will know about me!!
**Haix**
Reality..I hate reality...But I have to accept it~~
I HATE MY LIFE..DO COME AND JOIN ME IF YOU HATE YOUR LIFE TOO!!
LET US CHANGE THE WORLD TOGETHER!!
From,
ChanSY~ Real Life Diary~

Happy And Sad~~

**Haix**~~
Just don't know what can I do!!
Why la?? I kinda hate myself~~
Happy and Sad~~
Happy that I finally have the chance to go out with my classmate even though that we are doing our BIO project~~
We having a nice and delicious Lunch~~I also have the chance by tumpang Arif's car~~Wow..He is really a good driver!!
I and Harrayini have the chance to explore the ways to the hamid khan school---Adventurous~~WooHuu!!
The best outfits is Enthu!!
Nice and cute outfits...I likes it!!!
Balinee...Skirts...Yo~~Nice!!
Rupa, the good student and is one of the favourite student for math sir!!^^
Next..Is sad!!
What so Sad??
My rapid card lost AGAIN!!!
Damn heart broken la!!
Why la...!!Need to renew the card tomorrow!!Tension lo~~!!
RM 10 gone for nothing!!
After school reopen need to pay Rm 2* for the class and Bio Project fees!!
La~~~This month really damn sad la!!!
Huhu...hu...~~Sob!!Sob!!
p:><:q
From,
ChanSY~Real Life Diary~

Monday, March 7, 2011

Under Pressure~~

This week themes is " Under Pressure"!!
Ei~~ This "pressure" is not from chemistry or physics!!
Is a stress form of pressure!!
As I said that I really hate Pressure and last minute work!!
What had happen to me in this week really bring me a lot of effect / impact!!
It's start like this...
Monday,28.02.2011..
Last day of february!!Yay..!!
PFS Principal has receive second strike of chance but having no change to talk long speech!!Hehex..-evil smile-One whole school which contain around 1*** is happy about that!!!When the principal said that a lot of student don't like his speech...I heard few student from another class answer that:" YES..Now baru he know ar??!!"hehex...So funny when they said that!!Well..not much of student like principal to talk so much!!~~Because of personal reason, I skip my duty and hse practice!!
Continue with the next day which is Tuesday..01.03.2011
Can't remeber what had happen to me...Feel so unhappy that day...Reason?? Don't know!!Continue with archery...As usual...Bored!!
Wednesday..02.03.2011
My ex-math sir retirement!!As my preview post...I really miss him~~!!Thing do happen a lot!!Such as my math sir...Don't know why he like this??Weird but I don't care~~Well..I just a student~~!!
No Wushu..thx to Nian Qi~~!!hehex...
Thurday..03.03.2011
Depress~~
I kinda hate when people said that I not working hard although I really hadworking until I dead about that!!
Well....Ok..If you said that to me then I will accept that..!!By working hard still get that comment..then I will not doing any more!! I totally give up~~Hahahahahax~~
Friday..04.03.2011
Having a date or may I said is a visit in USM~~
WHATZ...A unforgettable memory~~
Eeee....I don't going to talk about that~~Eeefewwwww....
>O<..
Well....Having few stress...But manage to handle it..Yay for that..But to bad for chemistry since that I said I will not touch it forever~~!!But not to said that don't touch at all..Just like read and go~~I'll don't going to suffer my brain any more!!!!!!!!
Hahahaha...
Because of that..I really not happy with this week~~
So that is the under pressure came from!!
Lastly...No more to say just Ta-ta~~
From,
ChanSY-Real Life Diary-

Friday, February 25, 2011

Buzz...

Buzz Week..
Mr.Pressure and Mr.Trouble like to bother me whenever I have free time..!!I really don't know  how to handle this kind of problem and trouble!!*Sigh*
I know $$ is important but you still need to pay for your need..Am I right??
But...*Hate*
I know pay / give $$ is difficult..But collect money from people is more difficult compared from give and pay..Do you agree with me??
Pluz more this few day I not in the mood...Having a lots of problem and undefined stress!!
I have to admit that STPM is really pressure-ing...For those that want to take STPM next year, PLZ DO THINK TWICE!! This is what my senior told me last year when I first entered this school and decide to take STPM this year!!
Ok, back to this!! $$...Money do make people crazy,huh!!Agree or not..That is True!!
My friend and I have a debate about the pros and cons of advertisement.But ends up with $$!!
Interesting huh??!!Unbelievable..!!
Tresurer and Secretary is the difficult post compared to others post such as president...Tresurer and Secretary have extra responsibility to handle thing..!!
That what I learn in this year!!
You have to agree!!
Ok..Lets us refresh back what had happen to me in this week!!
Well...21.02.2011 Monday..
Assembly as usual...Because lack of time...PFS principal finally got his chance by not talking too much!!Hehex...Continue with P&P lesson..Oya..Today is the day for My senior to take their STPM RESULT!!
Wow...My teacher said that 2009/2010 really have drop a lot compared to the previous year!!~ Scare~!!
I must work hard and smart to score a good result!!
Continue to 22.02.2011
Oh my my...My teacher masuk wad!!!Kesian...But thankz for that..Not need to do experiment!!Hehex..So..I took this time to go to the library..Finish up Bio homework!!I found out that I going to die!!
Why?? Because my math sir already memorize my name..Seem like everytime he will call my name eventhought I dont know what is going on!Ooo..I learn something new in archery!!Want to know more..Just check on this website..
http://ilishaheera.blogspot.com/
Later on is 23.02.2011
I having a stomachache...Pain like in the hell!!!!==...OMG!!The math sir seem like really love to call my name!!I not 6AD but he asked me to pass a document letter to 6AD class..!!HUH?? Although I dont mind to help him but 6AD class student were just infront of me..Why dont he just pass to them?? @ 3@
 No wushu for me because i suffer from stomachache!!
Skip to 24.02.2011
Experiment!!!NO~~~~~~
More worse when the experiment is on the way want to finish, then having a damn latihan kebakaran...My experiment was on the way finish but because of the latihan need to stop and RUN FOR YOURS LIFE???
*shit*Continue with MUET class...writing..and oya teacher explained about the australia english teat..Need to pay RM 25..My whole class student is taking part with the test!!
Lastly is 25.02.2011
Cross Country Run....OMG...5KM for GIRLS....Run like hell...This make me crazy..But at last I get the 8th place for the overall kelas P...Actually I can get the 6th place but when the journey getting closer to the end point my stamina getting least!!I said to my friend that I going to faint when I reach the end point!!
But when I reached the end point, I want to faint but my PA teacher still joke with me...Because of lack of water...I became more dizzy until i wanted to voming!!
Lastly i get some medicine rescue from PBSM!!
OMO..when  i ran until the half of journey..I heard voice from my math sir..He is shouting at me!!
SIEW YIN RUN!!SIEW YIN RUN..RUN..RUN...
OMG..So memalukan!!
Later on is my ex-math sir...he also said SIEW YIN RUN..GO..Go...but just the voice is not shouting ..He just said!!Nasib Baik!!
Continue is my PA teacher...She told me that I'm top 10!!
I felt so happy that i ran but just for few step...
At least I get top 10 and lucky draw for this cross country run!!Or not i going to kill the teacher who incharge the road!!
I'm the first one to get the lucky draw!!*Lucky*
Yay!!Look like today is my day!!hehex..
Lastly...Thx for everything!!
From,
ChanSY~Real Life Diary~

Friday, February 18, 2011

One Week...X3

One week has gone....
Erm..erm.. Anything special??
For sure is...YES!!
Let us refresh back....
14.02.2011
Valentine's day!!
Any flower?? Any chocolate?? Any gifts??
Nope!!! Too Bad...
But I do receive a chocolate from my teacher and from my friend!!
16.02.2011
No wushu...
17.02.2011
No meething..
But having problem again with BnK..
Last minute work also make people mad!!
About the trip!!
No idea!!
18.02.2011
Tomorrow have a formative test!!
Headache!!
Yay..Finally i will having my own comfortable spectacles...
Haix...
Do release stress...
Must listen to this song!!
From,
Chansy -Real Life Diary-

Biting My Lips.......by Super Junior..(KyuHyun, SungMin, RyeoWook )