Mission Failed....

06.12.2010....Monday...


It's difficult when Life and Fate comes together..I hate to says but this is true..I realize that human Life is more difficut to go on compared to Fate that can be own by human . I can felt that this month is not the best month for me or may I says that the god does not bless me with Luck! It's difficult to handle your own Life if there are no Fate and Blessing from God. But is more difficult when there a Fate / God Blessing but without God Blessings' Life / Fates' Life.
Today, or may I says is Yesterday ( 06.12.2010 ), I had a really bad day until I dont want to re-think about it again in all my whole Life. I think all human being hate this kind of Fact happen infront of his / her own eyes.  So am I. But nevermind, We cant fight with Fate or God so We must learn How to handle it.
I tried to not fight with God and Fate but Fate always play with Us.
I just been rejected by Tesco Extra company , and now I have a offter from Pesta?? Is that really happen?? I felt like this is just a dream. Is this True?? Is this one of the games that Fate like to play?? Or God just want to test me?? I think that i cant take any more Fate or God games and test . I Feel like want to die and let it be.. I just want to start my revision and now...Haix..Is difficult to predict what will happen next..That what we call Fate. Well, as long we have Fate, We will Also have Chance. That is why Human Beings' Life is so interesting.
Stop about that..Continue about my mission.
My Mission is To get a job to earn RM5** per month. Why?? Because I wanted to go for My Idols concert. Pluz Meet my Boyfriendz? Hehex...Time and days is already arranged, now just left to earn money..
But Again Fate and God is trying to play with me..
I was waiting for the calls..And it's  does rang.But too bad is when i go for interview..Thay need a long-time worker..And I not the One...
Too bad..That explain why is Mission Failed..
Well..that is for today..Or May I says is for yesterday??
Hehex..
From,
Chansy - Real Life Diary -