Mr.K

Mr.K..Still remember who is Mr.K??Hehex..Today I wanted to talk about Mr.K..Why I choose this topic??Hehex..there are a reason for it!! I think that I maybe like this Mr.K..[ Just maybe..I can't comfirm about it!!]The feeling keep on bother me..and I know what is that means!! The same feeling that I had for Leeteuk!!!What make me not comfirm with my feeling is this is too much!!Feel like this is a dream!!
Me, ChanSY, love a boy in reality world??!!Unbelievable!!~~
Back to the topic, I know that one of my friend also like this Mr.K..Well..who can stand such a handsome guy infront of their eye??Even for me also difficult to take off my eye on him!!!
Tell you the truth that these all happen to fast...I can't believe that I will like a boy in this reality world...I always think that I'm the person who doesn't know whatz is the feel of like and love....Even though I know the definition of love and like but yet I still don't know whatz is the feel..!! If you asked me..have I couple before??...For sure the answer is yes..but the feel isn't like this!!The feel like friend to friend...I always thought that couple is like friend to friend..even though I have no feel to that guy,but yet still can couple...Say the truth isn't feel that good!!Because I didn't feel like love him or want to appreciate him... So..I tried to imagine to like someone in this world..but I can't!!Maybe I'm a weirdo~!!
But since I start to like Super Junior ...especially Leeteuk..I fallen in love with him...From the moment that I know I like Leeteuk until overload as a fan..I know that I won't be like a normal person..Won't be feel like want to date a guy or fallen in love with guy in this reality world!!Yes..Leeteuk is real but not for me..For me..Leeteuk is a dreamland prince...A guy that I can't imagine to be friend for..He such a unreality world!!
But now..Is totally different..This Mr.K really powerful...I means his hormone..I keep on attracted to his handsome-ness...I just can't took off my eye on him..I can imagine if Leeteuk is a real people who stay in my reality world..I might go straight toward to him and ask him to couple with me!!Hehex..Luckily Leeteuk doesn't real in my reality world!!Or not all the ELFs might come here and kill me~~
Again back to Mr.K.... I try not to focus too much on him but is quite difficult because  he will be any where ...
My friend thought that I have an sharp eye..can see him and know where he is..But the truth is..I no need a sharp eye to know where he is..Because he will be any where and In the condition of coincident..I just saw him..
The truth is I can't recognize a person though back or side...I just can based the feel that person gave and recognize..[ I have a bad memory to memorize a person face and number..]
The reason why I say this happen too much and fast is because...I been in this school for almost a year..I didn't notice about this Mr.K...But since the trip..all of these have changed...It happen too fast..I don't even know whatz is going on..Suddenly back from the trip..I crazy about this Mr.K..Suddenly wanted to know more about this Mr.K..Feel so silly...
It more worse that I start to notice the exist of him...Feel like everywhere also can saw him...
Know whatz...Yesterday..when I on the way go to school..I was thinking about this Mr.K...[I also don't know why I'm think about this guy??!!]..I was planning something..OMG~~I also can't believe that the plan is planned by me!!!
Want to know whatz I planned??!!I was planned to comfess my feeling toward to him and tried to get his phone number??!!
Whatz was I thinking ??!!!I just can't believe this!!!!
I think I should stop this prevert's thinking!! I think I should also stop to like him!! I can feel that he is warning me thought his eye..That day..after wednesday long assembly..He was sat on one of the table at the pond side..He was sitting with his friend..I was another side of the table...I can feel that He is looking at me..and I can feel that he is talking something about me to his friend!!Is a bad feeling!!!I think he is giving his warning or maybe asked his friend to stay aways from me!!Well...Doesn't matter whatz...I think I should focus on Leeteuk and not him...Now I do understand why people don't give up even though the person that he/she like have already in a relationship!!!Too bad for me...I just be destined to be single and dream about Leeteuk!!
Haix..
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ChanSY - Pervert's Diary -