18 . 05. 2011

Today is 18.05.2011!! I just can't believe it.. Wow..Is already 6 years..But for me just feel like its just few days ago.
I do really miss my aunt in heaven..I felt so sorry to her.. She put a lot of effort on me and yet the output result doesn't as prefect as input are..
I swear before that I will work hard for my PMR, SPM..but the result came out just like a shit!! I tried to stable myself in Form Six but yet I still failed to manage myself and having a lot of stress problem..
Just like whatz I said before that Maybe I just not suitable live as human being.
Is really 6 years.. And I still miss her... Don't know will she miss me??
I thought that today I might feel sad about this but whatz can I say?? I have a naughty daughter and a joker friend, who keep " SMILE" on my face!!
Whatz a daughter who just think about her daddy!!
"Hey, I'm the one who take care about you, Not your daddy!!..Now..your daddy is not here, you should listen to me!! Naughty girl!!"
I have a naughty daughter that contain 85% similar characteristics and mindset with her father and make my day full of nonsense laugh sound!!
I also have a friend who always make a stupid joke and make me laugh non stop!!
I just hope that she will score 4P for her STPM!!
Thank for everyhting, friend!!
Just wanted to say that this year is different from others years..at least I won't feel so lonely and sad this year!!^^
And I won't say that I won't miss her...Just that I will continue miss her and wish her the best and just hope that She will always miss me...I don't know that....Just a wish!!
That is for now!!
From,
ChanSY- Real Life Diary.-