Hari Kerjaya is a day for helping Form 5, Lower six and Upper six student to know whatz, which field that they want and know more about the info and the entry requirement..
Hari Kerjaya also might can be known as Education fair...
So..Today my school have be the Tuan Rumah for this fair..
All the members in B&K club have to attend and help to success this fair!!
And I the only one that not coming for help..Well..Not that I don't want to help...Is because I having important subject!!
I have a bad result for my Mid-Term Exam..And I don't want my 1st trial fail!!But not all people can understand this..
Especially for those are not really know me...Science subject is a difficult subject for STPM student!! Ya..I also know that Art subject also difficult for art student!!
But for science subject..When you missed one lesson..you will missed forever..I means it!!
I tried to help also but the problem is I can't finish my work!!
Seem like no ones knows!!How many art student knows the difficult for understand the scientific term in science subject??!!
Is less than10%!!
Why?? Because mostly [ around 90%] art student are remain as art student!! Pluz..Do you ever wonder why art student can't ever change to science class???
And why science can change to art class??
This is because when you are in science class mainly you are learning to focus, calculate, grab the main point, and you need to fast..You need to speed up on understanding!!
That is whatz I can differentiate from my class and my daughter class!!
Back to the this fair....
Quite alot of human being asking me..Mostly are asking same question..And I answer the same answer for several times...- Human being also ask the same question even though the question already been asked!!-
Q : Why you didn't come for help ah??!!
A : I having important subject!!
Q : Whatz Subject??
A : Math and Chemistry!!
Q : So?? We also come and help..So we nothing to study isn't??
A : No la...Because I almost fail for my mid-term exam..So I don't want to have an excuse to let the teacher to say me!!
Q : - Doing their Ugly Face- Ooo..
When I answer the third question..I was wonder..and wanted to talk back that..
Hey..Is all your class member are involve...Means that everyone from your class is helping in the school hall..No one will be in class.. So no teacher will come to your class and teach the air there...
So which means that you won't be study !! Because teacher won't teach empty class with full air...
But for my class is different..6 out of 7 are in the class..You think teacher won't teach isn't??!!
Sorry..For my class..even though one person only...my class teacher will also teach..So..can you imagine 7.30 am to 2.30pm...I learn nothing and my friend learn all!!
Within 1/2 hour my teacher can finish 2/3 of the chapter...8 hours...blank like that!!
Counselor without a counselor thinking..
She thought that I'm genius isn't??!! She can't understand the situation!!
She don't know my situation as a student and as a club secretary!!
I also want to be a good student which can pass all the subject..I also wanted to be a success secretary which can help them....
I try to be a best student and secretary..I don't want to be like my club ex-secretary which done nothing!!
Which have make my life suffer..And til now I still can feel the sadness that I felt that day..The day that I feel so don't know!! With the help from my classmate and my from teacher who also give me clue to finish up the report and koko mark!!
Sometime I felt so useless..When others members know the thing that I should know but I don't know!!
Just like that day..When every one know about the trip date..The meetings...And I as a secretary which don't know about the trip and the meetings...I just feel so useless....I also felt I might not suitable to be a secretary!!Maybe I just suitable be a normal members.
All of this make me sad!!
Dear daughter,
Everything that you having now is not a problem..And no need to feel anything..You are just making yourself suffer...
When I listen to your problem..make me refresh back all the problem which some of it is similar with yours..And I feel proud that I manage to handle all of these problem.Because I also can't believe that I can handle this!!
Friend problem..School problem..Teamwork problem...Financial problem...Teacher problem...Club Problem...Stress problem...Helpless problem...All of these problem is already nothing for me..Yes..Sometime similar problem happen to me..And yes it also make me sad..But whatz can we do??!!
We are human being which make up of emotion!!
Since after my aunt have passed away..all the problem that facing is already make me more mature and know how to handle such as a problem...
Although I still not that very good in handle some problem but at least I have that experience!!
We getting older..The more older the more emotion you are!!
So..I just can wish all the best!! All the problem must be handle by yourself!! You are daughter and you are strong just like me..Since I can handle and feel nothing about it..You should also do that!!
Friend only ma...Nothing la..You should not feel lonely...Because is nothing!!
And you know whatz???
I'll always be there for you...Not only you..For those who are my friendz...I'll always be there if you guyz need me!!!
From,
ChanSY - Human's Best Friend XDog-
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